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ok...when it cmes 2 exam week sume org akn stress..mood xbtl..cpt mrh..sume bnde xkne..i knw i'm not dat prfct person kn...tp sy xsjht sgt tuk sbrkn fitnah yg truk...sy xmudh nk mrh..tp ble sy mrh pluang tuk dndm 2 50%.....n i'm not dat type of prson yg sound org sske ati...i mch prfer jst keep slnt n quiet...bialah ape org kte asal kte tau kte xuat bnde 2...2 3 ari lps ak d tuduh mcm2..mruahku tclar..ye....ak xtau pe slh ak smpi org at ak cmni...bg ku dugaan ni sllu dtg..ku kuatkn ati..tp dlu..skrg ni ia mncl kmbli d saat ku xsdr..shbt anda sndri bck stab anda...oh my frnd..ak xpnh kuakn kte2 2...but then...cmne la ak nk gtau ko kn...ko jst dgr frm 1 sde ps2 nk kco2 kt fb 2..mcm la ko bgs sgt..kte xkutuk ak..doakn ak fail sem ni so at ko xjpe ak lg kn..ayt plg bst ko ckp doa org2 taniaya ni tuhan mkbulkn..so my dear frnd..ak rse ak yg suppose ckp cm2...bkn ko...dh la pggl ak !@#$#%$#....ape ko ingt ko 2 bgs sgt ke??nnt kng ak doa ko mcm2 br ko tau..ske sgt tgk ak jtuh kn rebahkn...tp Allah always b my sde...sbb 2 ak diam je ape yg  ko uat kt ak....bkn ak nk stju tp ak xnk kco2 cm ko 2...blh je ak pggl ko !@#$%^&* tp ak xnk sbb ak bkn cm ko..ttbe nk mlnting xtntu psl...ni blog ak ske ati ak nk taip ape...ko nk bc lntk ko r...ADE AK KSH??tme2 cmni nk cr psl ngn ak kn...kng ko gk ssh...lg bgs ak yg xjpe ko lg..lg bgs ko xkwin ngn sspe smpi ko tue....nk ke cm2???nnt ko ckp ak ni pmpn !@#$% la plak kn doakn mcm2..tp ko 2????
ksmplnnye bek lah ak sbr ngn org cmni..kuatkn smgt je...kne kt ak sorg je..ko xrse sbb ko rse ko sgt bgs pdhal ko x bgs pn n ak ske ble ko tdiam trs....hua3...

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ok...dh lme xcoret2 d blog ni kn...bbln2 rsenye..but nw mood nk coret2 kmbli....bkn xnk tp tllu bz smpi stdy week pn xblk...yup..nw is fnl week dh..1st ppr dis frday..mntk2 Allah pmudhkan urusanku..amin...ok...bck 2 stry...pttnye ak blk umh lst week...but then jmat de prsnt yg xjd...sbtu prsnt..isnn exhbtion...slse klas...n khms de smnar psm...sbtu de dnner...ok....mne de tme nk blk umh.. :(    xkn nk blk stkat 1 mlm je...psni nk uat shrtsem lg..waaa...sy sdh rndu sme my family..seriously tau....lst blk cny ri2..but dorg dtg tme my bfday..but xpuas la kn...sory la..sgt bz d cni smpi de org ckp i'm a workcholic person@gle kje@ovrwork..smpi xtdo 2 3 ari...yup..2 3 days..mke rcrd dis sem...smpi ting tong drve...but i had my fun..i knw my body limit...tp rsenye 2 blm lmit lg..xtau r if my frnds tau abh kne bisng...hehehe....

L.O.V.E

org kte cnta itu buta...btl ke?cnta 2 yg buta or org yg bcnta itu buta...tme cinta sumenye nmpk mnis..sumenye wngi...klu psngn kte uat slh xpe kte still maafkan...tapi klu kte dh bnci sme1 2...ckp la cmne pn sumenye buruk..sumenye jht...fair ke klu cm2...rmi org skrg ni xpk ape yg dorg uat n ckp...ble dh tlps br nk mnyesal..adil ke...br nk cr blk...mcm2 pkre akn d uat tmsuk la mntk maaf..jnji nk brubh n bla3..well...2 ke yg kte nk dlm bcnte ni??mst xnk kn...4 gurls mst kte nk bf kte jd psngn hdp kte slme2nye...2 dr pndpt n pglmn yg pnh ak lalui...tp syg...bnde 2 bpnjngn..ptus d tgh jln..mgkn ade baiknye..mgkn ade sbb nye...org sllu ckp ade hikmh d sblik ppishn 2..tp tme 2 mst kte xnmpk k..kte nk jgk kt ex kte 2..smpi la kte jpe sme1 yg blh uat jntung kte bdgup kencng...dup dap dup dap..sme1 yg blh  uat kte rse ape yg kte rse dlu...sme1 yg mlenye kte anggp sbg kwn turns out 2 b more thn a friends...sme1 yg klu xjp shri maka xceria la hdp kte...sme1 yg mmpu bke pntu ati kte tuk bcnte smle..mgkn slps ppshn yg dlu ak jd org yg ilng arah...ak jtuh uat ptme kli dlm idp ak...struk2 ak jtuh..but thnx 2 my frnds..ak bgn tuk truskn hdp..n now..ak amt btrme ksh pdMu kerna mnmukn ak dgnseseorg yg amat ku syg..mgkin bbeza dr tmn yg dlu...yg pstinya..dia mmuat ak bhgia...brda d smpingku..n yg plg pentg ak ingn bsme2nya slmanye....ak bdoa agr hbngn ini kekal smpi akhir hytku kerna ku tkut ku xmmpu bgn smle andai esk lusa ak khilngnya...mgkn die xtau ak amat mnyynginya...ak sdh nmpk hikmh d sblik ppishn yg tdhlu...kau brikn ku org yg lbh bek drpd yg dlu..mgkn dlu tiada jdoh antra kami wlau d cbe cmen pn..time ksh ya Allah krn mnmukn dgn insan spt die..... <3

mengapa

mengapa tdpt khdpn yg ssh n seng..mngpa Tuhan sntse mnguji mkluhnye...ak pnt..tllu pnt ya Allah...slps satu demi satu ujian kau brikan dari ku..mmpukh ku bgn kmbli slp tjth bkli2..mshkh ade jln utkku kpdMu wahai Tuhan ku..slps dr prstwa itu ak mjd ilng arh sbntr..ak tau ini demu kebaikan ku..tp ak rse hmbaMu ini smkin tpesong jauh dr lndsnMu..kmbli kn ku ke jlnmu..tunjukkn ak jln d rdhai olehmu..ak tdk mau jd sbgni..ku sngka pns ke ptg tp ujn d tghari..ak tau ak slh Ya Allah..mgkn tllu awl ak mnilai drinye..mgkn die bkn utkku..tp mngpe ak de prsn ini..mngpe ak rse cyg pdnya wlau ak br mngnlinya..tbhkn atiku ya Allah..tengkn jwaku yg erng bkecmuk ini..jjr ak syg pdnya..jjr ak ngn mndmpnginya..jjr ak mau bsmenye..nmun jka die bkn utkku mka ak lbh rela kau jauhkn dia dari kerna ku tkut xdpt mlpsknnya..ak tkut ak tdk tbgn lg ya Allah..ak tdk snggup mghdpinya lg..ak rela dan ak redha sgla yg d tntukn utk driku..